Monday, September 24, 2007
heartstrings
if your life could be written on paper and ink, how would you imagine it to be?
i feel like, i'm living my life through the glass. like i'm caught, in this cold and limpid glass box. with no windows. &no doors. i can see everything, but i can't touch or feel anything. no wind, or the smell of flowers. i think i'm a marionette in disguise, masquerading in this human form, as your bestfriend, your shoulder to lean on, your sister &your foe.
&when i finally decide to rip off this facade will you run away?
i can be who you want me to be, only because you pull the strings. but i do get tired sometimes. &if you push me too far, i will break. &when you put me back together again, it'll be totally different.
i'm actually not that happy a person. sometimes i do things unwillingly to make someone happy. like i'm so dictated to circumstances &i dont have a mind on my own. but i'd figured, if it's to make an extra person in this godforsaken place so over-exaggerating-ly exultant, then why not?
because if you could see me now, you'll see that there's no hate, just love and the hope that you'd see it too.
but why am i still so bummed out?
Thursday, September 20, 2007
myheartisblueforyou
ever wonder what it would take to make someone happy? a hug? a kiss? a word of expression? i personally, have no idea.
does it suck? to know that someone close doubts your ability to render kindness for kindness? &if you do something and no one is there to witness it, is it said that it was never done? people dont see? i think that they just choose not to see.
curious. sometimes, whatever you do isn't always ample. funny how people always want more. even after they get what they want.
well, isn't it funny how we let things slip? and how we so easily underappreciate people when their right beside us.
joseph addison once said, 'there is not a more pleasing exercise of the mind than gratitude. it is accompanied with such an inward satisfaction that the duty is sufficiently rewarded by the performance.'
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
thesunwokethewholestate
the merlion looks like a donkey head hoisted by a really freaky fish body. mm. i ate frog porrrrridge yesterday. and no it doesnt taste like sweet chicken. it tastes more like.. mm.. frog. i also ate tissue prata. and we also went driving! stupid hermann always so kan chiong for nothing!
anyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyway, my posts aren't always depressing &mopey &dejected &oppressive. see faggots, i can be happy too.
i wouldn't be awake so early tho, if it wasnt for enrolling of classes. stupid praba&jLo! i think its time to switch back my biological clock. my dad's been calling me an american for some apparent reason.
i was awake the other night, and to those who didnt know, some weirdo lady's staying at my place for a few days, think shes my dad's aunt or something, but i have zero idea who she is and i've never seen her in my entire life before. mm. queer.
o, right, i was awake, and i had to pee. and the lights were out so i couldn't really see? and she sort of came outta no where. ya so that kinda freaked me out. mm, aiya i know it doesnt sound so scary now, but i was alone that night ohk. bitch.
i think i want to adopt a koala bear. a koala bear is a sluggish tailless australian arboreal marsupial with grey furry ears and coat which feeds on eucalyptus leaves and bark.
Sunday, September 16, 2007
aflowerinafieldofweeds
'people that are meant to be together always find their way in the end.'
Saturday, September 15, 2007
thehardestpartisshiningbackatyou
hi faggots. i went clubbing like a few days back and i saw this really fat girl on the dance floor. dont you just feel like poking fat people with a fork? their so squishy. ohk wait a minute.. mm.. aiya whatever.
you know whats the best part about clubbing? its not the alcohol or the music or the company or just the environment. is how you get to see some really retarded people dance. i mean if you see a really fat woman on the streets could you eveer imagine her dancing? HAHA. no. E.D.G.Y!
anyway, i just think that, really fat people should be banned from clubs. well i dont know, firstly, they take up space, 2ndly, they take up space. 3rdly, some of them smell really really really really bad. im alright with geeks, just not fat people. why? simple! because they're fat.
well, here's a qoute from my bestfriend kevin fung, tsk.
Kevin says (6:47 PM):
love is like a butterfly, hold it too tight and u'll crush it, hold it too light and it'll fly away
LOL. gay enough? wait theres more.
Kevin says (6:50 PM):
HSM 2 was pretty good
Kevin says (6:51 PM):
but the songs wasnt really good
Kevin says (6:51 PM):
1 is still the best
Kevin says (6:51 PM):
lol
kaypeebaby says (6:52 PM):
lol
kaypeebaby says (6:52 PM):
your gay dude
kaypeebaby says (6:52 PM):
seriously.
kevin your now champion of being gay. d'oh.
ohk forget that. anyway, my school starts in about a month. &singapore is soooooo small. even with a car you wouldnt know where to go.
mm speaking of gay, everyone should seriously go catch 'i now pronounce you chuck and larry'. its soooooo hilarious! &worth every cent of my 9dollars and fricking 50cents. yeh watching a movie is so fucking pricey now a days, you have to catch a good one to make good use of your moneehh.
you wanna know something else. i really hate blogging now. its so fucking gay. &it makes you a faggot for reading this too.
Thursday, September 13, 2007
you'renotalone
my pen is the barrel of a gun. remind me which side you should be on.
Monday, September 10, 2007
morethaniadmit
surrender every word, every thought, every sound.
surrender every touch, every smile, every frown.
surrender all the pain we've endured until now.
surrender all the hope that i lost you have found.
surrender yourself to me.
Friday, September 07, 2007
SPONSORME
HAHA OHK SO HEAR ME OUT. im kinda happy today, even tho i've been sitting on my sofa for i think more than 7 hrs. HAHA yeh i'm a hardcore couch potato. anyways. i've been visiting random people's blog, and i have been wondering, WHAT THE FUCK IS WITH THE WISHLIST? HAHA, ohk, no offence, but its kinda pathetic. ohk not, it IS pathetic.
********WISH(list)***********************************(<- must decorate abit)
- new handphone
- new handphone parts (eg, battery....)
- new handphone strap
- new jewels to paste on my handphone
- stickers to paste my my handphone
- NEW RING TONE FOR MY HANDPHONE(HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA)
- ohk la basically my whole life revolves around my handphone. WITHOUT MY HANDPHONE, I'D CEASE TO EXIST. D'OHHH.
ohk really, that was just an example, im just trying to exaggerate on how irritating it is to read it.
aerosmith's jaded is on MTV now, and his mouth is so fricking large i think we can fit 2 full sized elephants in there. seriously.
ohk, back to the topic? seriously, i hate it when people blog about asking for SPONSORS. ohk, example??
- ' wahlau, S.H.E concert tomollow leh, but the ticket expensive lehh, like $1345 lor, anyone wanna sponsor me? *insert cutesy face here*
- ' ZOMG, that dolcheeee and cabana panty(dolce & gabbana) nice leh! fake but still expensive! no money lors.. wahlau someone sponsor me can not?
- ' my dogs been suffering from serious ringworm, i have no time and no money to bring him to the vet, someone please sponsor me *puts ad up*
OHK? if i carry on, it'll never end, trust me. sigh, im so fricking bored... but whats with the sponsors? apparently you think whoever reads your blog will 'sponsor you/provide you with cash/throw money in your face so you can get whatever you want'? wahlau your not a true singaporean or what? so sad.. so sad......... haha, funny. gees. can you tell how bored i am?
anyway, hello weiling & feli. i havent seen you guys in ages. weiling i know you still stunted &short &hobbit-like. YOU NEED PEOPLE SPONSOR YOU FOOD NOT? i sponsor you i sponsor you.
Tuesday, September 04, 2007
greenlaserpointerlehhhhhh
OHKKK OHKKKK. no more sad\depressing\make-you-wanna-stab-yourself-then-throw-yourself-down-23432198547034-fricking-stories post. mm. anyways. i've been out with my family! and watching over stinkin' kids. good, cause i can keep my mind off things, bad cause.. sometimes kids just make you wanna poke yourself with a giant fork.
mm, what else? life sucks. holidays are here and life still sucks! maybe its because of some sort of harrassment im getting. kevin would know wouldnt you! haha! aiya its 304am you know.
&im tired &im hungry. no kevin im not goona blog about my grandma not buying me sweeeeeets........................................... FINE LA I PUTTTTT.
kaypeebaby said:
wahlau she go NTUC buy isaac all the sweets
kaypeebaby says:
never buy for me!
Kevin said:
hahaha
Kevin said:
u how old sia!!!
Kevin said:
cant believe u said that!!!
Kevin said:
LOL
kaypeebaby said:
hahahaa
kaypeebaby said:
WAHLAU I ALSO WANT RIGHT
Kevin said:
hahaha
Kevin said:
u how old sia!!!
Kevin said:
cant believe u said that!!!
Kevin said:
LOL
kaypeebaby said:
hahahaa
kaypeebaby said:
WAHLAU I ALSO WANT RIGHT
hairrpppppppeeeeeeeyyy? LOL think im getting abit retarded..
Kevin says (3:09 AM):
fall off a plane wont die easily???
Kevin says (3:09 AM):
hahaha
Kevin says (3:09 AM):
TEO YI RU
kaypeebaby says (3:09 AM):
LOL
kaypeebaby says (3:09 AM):
HHAHAHAHAHAAHHAA
kaypeebaby says (3:10 AM):
i mean like..
kaypeebaby says (3:10 AM):
HAHA I DUNNO LA. I NEVER SIT AEROPLANE BEFORE RIGHTTTTTT...........
Kevin says (3:10 AM):
eh!!!
Kevin says (3:10 AM):
fall off a plane
Kevin says (3:10 AM):
lol
Kevin says (3:10 AM):
even jump off a 20story building also sure die
Kevin says (3:10 AM):
hahaha
Kevin says (3:10 AM):
wa...
kaypeebaby says (3:10 AM):
got glass what the window HOW TO FALL OUT!
Kevin says (3:11 AM):
hahaha
Kevin says (3:11 AM):
that part i exaggerated
Kevin says (3:11 AM):
lol
Kevin says (3:11 AM):
heheheh
kaypeebaby says (3:11 AM):
HAHAHAHA WAHLAU, OF COURSE SURE DIE RIGHT KEVINNNNN......
kaypeebaby says (3:12 AM):
next time i stuff you under the chair.
Kevin says (3:12 AM):
under what chair?
Kevin says (3:12 AM):
lol
Kevin says (3:12 AM):
u ok?
Kevin says (3:12 AM):
i think when u get sleepy u start saying strange stuff
Kevin says (3:12 AM):
hahaha
Kevin says (3:12 AM):
oh bridget bridget....
Kevin says (3:12 AM):
lol
kaypeebaby says (3:12 AM):
HAHA shutup!
kaypeebaby says (3:13 AM):
i thought of it, then i just said it.
under what chair?
Kevin says (3:12 AM):
lol
Kevin says (3:12 AM):
u ok?
Kevin says (3:12 AM):
i think when u get sleepy u start saying strange stuff
Kevin says (3:12 AM):
hahaha
Kevin says (3:12 AM):
oh bridget bridget....
Kevin says (3:12 AM):
lol
kaypeebaby says (3:12 AM):
HAHA shutup!
kaypeebaby says (3:13 AM):
i thought of it, then i just said it.
Kevin says (3:13 AM):
hahahaha
Kevin says (3:13 AM):
u dont do that in the day time!!!
Kevin says (3:13 AM):
lol
kaypeebaby says (3:13 AM):
HAHAHA IM HUNGRY LA OHKKKKK
hahahaha
Kevin says (3:13 AM):
u dont do that in the day time!!!
Kevin says (3:13 AM):
lol
kaypeebaby says (3:13 AM):
HAHAHA IM HUNGRY LA OHKKKKK
i think my new found hobby, is to extract parts of conversations from messenger and start pasting it everywhere for people to read. quite fun. ohk, very fun, IF YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN. especially when creepy people say dumb things. anyway, kevin claims that the green laser pointer can burn balloons, which means can make your skin chao ta, or your hair chao ta, or kp's fur chao ta, or kevins head chao ta, oh wait wait cannot.. too big. haha sorry.
when the hours move to minutes and im seconds away